UHC_Koolkid's Gaurd Application

[koolkid123]

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Part of this i have a problem with not your age but you saying "If I were to get guard I would change my attitude and be more mature than I am now" does that mean if you don't become guard you would be less mature? IMO you have not shown you are 100% ready to be guard yet (but this could change) keep being active tho!

By this I ment I will not rage and cuss like I do now. I used I would be more mature cause raging and cussing isn't very mature.
[/quote] Yeah but that's still a huge problem. It's not a bribe. It's not "IF I get Guard I'll stop cussing and raging" it's "I'll stop cussing and raging, then apply for Guard." Saying you will agree to server terms IF you're given something in return is a very common trait in people who are not mature, and with that scenario it usually goes something like this "denied" "I don't get Guard, fuck all of you, why should I listen if I don't get what I want"  That's just my experience with Staffing and Owning servers. And having a brother.
[/quote] I understand this but sometimes u cant help the rage and I don't do it often at all u will very rarely see me cuss and/or rage.
[/quote] No offense but that proves my point. You can always handle and control rage, and that you think you can't control an emotion proves every point I've made so far. I do understand it's not that often. Instead of making it "give me what I want and I'll behave" you should strive more on the side of "I'm going to do whatever it takes to better myself as a person and have self control" I know it's difficult, it is for everyone. Never stop trying ?
[/quote] That's not what it is its saying if I do get it I will make sure not to rage. I behave now you are allowed to rage and occasionally cuss. What I was saying is I will be sure to not cuss at all.